spirituality

So I am time-thefting at work to write this blog post.

Twitter is a much more convenient venue for stealing a moment to share something personal when I should be labouring for wages.

In any case, I didn't even arrive early because I was chasing the bunny around the back yard with a bowl of carrots trying to coax it out of the neighbours garden.

I am trying to write this post about how I think I am addicted to the internet.

And I think the server for my blog just crashed which is hilarious, and appropriate.

That was basically the internet coming up to me and saying, "Give me your keys, you're in no state to drive."

Well, then I will write this in a text-editor.

So, I don't know. This month has been a real interesting ride. I am not sure what's going on exactly, but it feels like seasonally fall is when I do my crazy life-altering psychic pattern shifts and I guess another one has been creeping up on me and I didn't realize and now I am deep in it.

Here is what's going on, without organization, and without structure, just like it's happening inside me.

Resolution number one is a negation of itself

This year my first and most important resolution is to be more accepting. Which is you know, deliciously ironic. I mean a resolution is just evidence that clearly I have not accepted myself, and would like some degree of control over how I will change in the future right? So my first resolution, is to accept that I do not accept myself and work to change that.

That sounds awkward, and perhaps like it should cancel itself out, but bear with me.

Those are some heavy categories I just picked.

Which is funny because I really want to lie down and watch Anchorman right now, but instead I am about to embark on the fastest post in the world about ethics, politics, spirituality, psychology etc...

Oh well, carpe the next 20 minutes right?

So a colleague at work shared this video with me, and I think it's pretty fabulous.