Archive - Jul 15, 2009

I freaked out this week.

I guess it was bound to happen, not to mention the Salmonella.

I over-reacted, over-compensated, over-did it and most of all I avoided my true emotions by trying to replace my old life with a new life faster then you can say online personals.

Yep, whoops.

Last night I finally realized that I am homesick, that I am afraid that if I don't get a job, or make an amazing *career* for myself in the next 2 weeks I will fail for the rest of my life and that I miss my fucking xboyfriend like someone is digging a hole in my heart with a dessert spoon. If my head says "hello pretty lady" to my heart one more time I am going to tear it off and replace it with a basketball.